Life, The Wanderer

Bad Feelings™

Sometimes I think I'm broken. Millions of pieces which were never meant to be together, never fully becoming. Sometimes I know this is not the case, that I'm only having a bad time, that it's only my depression being annoying. And sometimes I believe it. Believe that I will never be -ok-, whatever that means.… Continue reading Bad Feelings™

Life, Music Box, The Wanderer, Uncategorized

Jazz and mind

Sometimes, when I'm struggling with something, having some doubts or feeling anxious, I go back and read things I wrote weeks, months, years before. Yesterday I was having one of those days and decided to read one of the notebooks I usually pour my ideas and feelings into. I found this: -- From time to… Continue reading Jazz and mind

Friendship, Life, The Wanderer

The importance of reaching out

  I don't know when it started, maybe I was always like this, but reaching out to others, telling friends and family and people in general how I was truly feeling were always an IMPOSSIBLE task for me. I didn't know how to put some of my feelings into words, or would think no one… Continue reading The importance of reaching out